In The Garden

Posted by on Jun 28, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 2 comments

In The Garden

Adam is saddened by these visions, but ultimately revived by revelations of the future coming of the Savior of mankind. In sadness, mitigated with hope, Adam and Eve are sent away from the Garden of Paradise. Well, now, it comes to me to say the Savior in the story, the one that is to return in the future, that’s this unbound heart within, the holy Child that lives within each and everyone of us. That’s it, we always have this Living One here within. We are never without this Savior. We uncover that Child, the tender beauty we put away, it comes alive in us again and we are suddenly in Paradise. Here, now, realizing we never left this sweet place, never left this meadow. Adulthood is a bad joke. The inspired are not buying into it. The adult is already dead. No need to carry him around. The Child is alive, living life, now, here, always. Let the dead bury the dead.  The Child is waiting to be rediscovered and show you the wonders of you, that you have always been. We realize nothing stands between our heart and life. There is nothing that has kept us from Paradise.  There is no death, there is only Life and it is all that I am – all that you are. We let go the idea that there is some devil or sinner or anything that keeps us from the Light. There isn’t anything that stands between you and Paradise. Nothing. The Child knows she has never been, nor ever will be separated from Life, the Kingdom of God. This is obvious.  She is the living flow of beauty and joy and magic. She is real. She sees what most of the world cannot see.  Find that inner way shower, your own personal Savior. Now, with this inner Light as our guide, we see our world with new eyes.  It all changes. It becomes a fairyland of Eden – Pristine beauty and lightness of heart fills the air and the sweet, gentle breezes harmonize with the heavenly love songs that carry us along. We are home . We uncover and find this Original Self of us, right here in our heart. Here as the Light and Soul of us, open, free, vulnerable, and living.  We find the holy Child we are. We are set free – And the world is seen a Paradise, again. We see the world as it was when we were children, but this time we know the holy treasure that has returned to us – That’s it. Everything changes, it is heaven on earth. Paradise was only lost because we were blind to this Living One.  But now we see. That’s the story of everyone – We come home, back to the beginning, back to the Garden. We find out that the Savior is not another, not a man called Jesus,  but it is here as the very self I am – the self you are. It is the Child that lives, and moves and has it’s being in life everlasting, in Paradise.  Even the wise man called Jesus said this. We find it again. No denying that we have all been children, everyone of us., at one time in our life. This child is the one...

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Magical Adventure

Posted by on Jun 19, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 0 comments

Magical Adventure

So, there she was riding her bike down the street.  She was inhaling the scent of the eucalyptus and pepper trees.  In the warm air they were giving off a lovely, distinctive fragrance; pungent, spicy, fresh, savory and satisfying. She was feeling it all.  Her senses fully alive. She didn’t realize she was in a daze, enthralled by the sensual delights as she road along. Everything within her and everything out there was touching her. She felt the richness, she was alive to it all.  She was in bliss, steeped in heaven. Taking it all in, all of it. She felt the whole magical adventure permeating her.   She couldn’t separate herself from the beauty of the world around her. Her heart was full of pleasure.  She felt a euphoria, like opium, lifting her spirit, taking her higher.  She was intoxicated by the sensual delights that washed through her. She’s in love, in love with the world.  She was entranced, enamored with the beauty. Her eyes were filled with the twinkle of the misty light flashing through the leaves, blinking on and off in golden and sliver sparks of illumination. Captivated, enchanted  — then she felt the wobble and wonk. The tires hitting sand, the bike sliding sideways, heading for a ditch.   It only lasted a moment, but she became instantly aware that she was about to throw her self off course, about to take a fall.   She had an innate ability to catch herself in slow motion. She had a love for equanimity. She had a deep sense of temperance. She was intuitive and able to make quick changes in direction. She used a little smooth maneuvering, took hold – and the bike was under control once again. There was something lovely, soft and supple about her way of being. She had no inclination to force things, no demands. She let things come and go easy.  She was in love with life. She took her chances. She was a gambler at heart. The gods had invited her to this divine party and she was not going to turn down an invitation from them. She would take what comes.  However, on this little ride, she got the message. She felt that bump, the wobble. She would enjoy this sensual, marvelous, wondrous world – but she wouldn’t lose her balance, nor would she ever forget where she was going. There is a way to enjoy the beauty and adventures of this world and keep the balance. She wouldn’t lose the gift she had found. She wouldn’t lose her soul, her truth, her guiding light within her  – it had taken her many years to find this inner ballast and now she rests easy with it’s sacred ways. Balance, yes, there is a deep inner core of her that keeps her steady and true, yielding, light and strong, all at once. She was fully aware of this gift.  She would take what she had been given. She would do what she does.  She trusted her self. She was in love with life. She would give herself fully. She was fearless, willing to live wide open.  She was in love with all of it, the twists and turns, the rough ride, the losses, the sorrows, the beauty, the wonders and joys – all the ups...

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Essential

Posted by on Jun 13, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 2 comments

Essential

There are steps along the way to self discovery. For me, it was essential that I found the Child. That was the last step.  I don’t mean a final step as if everything came to an end.  No, the journey goes on. But there was a point where I seemed to slip right out of the old world view and into this new view.  This bright, wonderful, fearless state of mind. It was like walking into a colorful, rich, twinkling, peaceful meadow. i changed, my world changed. Now I see my world a bit like I did as a little girl. I feel this sense of wonder in everything. I feel this energy of enthusiasm and I am enchanted by my life. I’ve walked into a fairyland, filled with magic.  It is, yes, it really is. And I feel this youthful, delightful daring, always bubbling through me. So, for me, in order to really feel, know the very living joy life, to experience the full sense of wholeness of myself, I had to find the Child. I had to return to that pure, unadulterated, fearless soul of myself. This is it. This is what we are seeking. We all have this Child in us. It may be covered over by years of education, indoctrination and subjugation – but it never dies – it is eternal and it can return while here in the world. And when you find it, it comes back in all its glory. So, after years of metaphysical-spiritual study, I uncovered this holy Child of myself, this unbound beauty of myself, the unrestricted, pristine mind and soul of me. I could not have ever reached this marvelous state of being, without the Child.  Oh, but she did come back and she is my way shower, my very own personal messiah, right here with me. And she holds the hand of God. That’s what makes this easy. This Child has a divine intelligence that is fresh and intuitive, resilient and visionary, creative and alive. I feel a sense of wholeness now. This inner core of myself leads me aright, easy and onward.  Here in this new world, this meadow of love, I have no questions anymore. What I sought, has revealed itself – there is no secret – not anymore. Now I see. Now I get to enjoy this entire adventure of life – sailing this way, this childlike way, through it all. This knowing is real and self-evident. There is no doubt about this. And now, I feel rather fearless, like I did as a little girl. It’s brave and bold and it won’t buy into the lies and corruption being perpetrated on us all.  Nothing can take down this living sprit of the Child. It is immutable, just as God is. It sits next to Reality. It reveals to me the powerlessness of things. It is the very life of me, the part of me that is before time, before this world was. This is the divine fire within me.  This soul of mine, this is the very essence of love and it burns full of life, here, as real as the soft night air, as real as this smile, as real as this heart full of joy. We all have this living, pristine light...

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Totality

Posted by on Jun 11, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 2 comments

Totality

Something in me has always had a deep recognition and love for the divine light of this world. It’s not that everything in this world is the way we think it should be, or the way we’d want it to be.  No, it’s just that everything in this world is – all this is – existence itself astounds me. Existence astounds me. It’s a phenomenon, a mystical event that includes all sorts of things –  and to my joy, I am experiencing it – and that’s what makes it holy and sublime. It’s totally and completely all that is. That’s impressive. Totality means all. All is all and totally all. There is nothing outside of total. I’m experiencing the existence of God. I’m the awareness of an Ineffable Something that always was and forever will be. This presence of existence is undeniable.  And this Ineffable Something has no beginning and no end. That’s sacred stuff. It is a sweet mystery, that is, by its very existence, so far beyond the human concepts and yet it is here. I am living it. It shines bright as this entire universe of my being.  This Ineffable Supernal Isness is an unseen, immutable, unknowable presence. And this world of form and measure, light, time and matter is the evidence It leaves behind – like the wake behind a ship.  That’s an incomprehensible marvel.  Here it is. We are the living evidence of the Absolute. I’m awestruck by this world. Everything and nothing, all in perfect balance.   It’s all here, the perfect and the imperfect, the harmony and the discord, darkness and light. Mixing and matching both sides, we find beauty, we find love, we find our self.  Striving for the right sound, the sweet sound that feels good, that rings in our heart clear and melodic, right and true –  I love that. This is the heart’s desire for the beauty of the alrightness of things. We strive for the upward toward goodness and love. We find this alrightness when we lift our sights to the gentle, tender visions within us. This wonderful experience of life includes the pure and impure and it goes both ways, into infinity. It spirals up up up and down down down. That’s profound and beautiful. We get to live every moment and every iota of whatever it is we live.  We have the freedom to choose which way we want to go.  It is a matter of heart and soul.  Within my heart, I am free to go any way I want to go.  I’ll stay in the middle, here in the wonder and beauty of it all. I am innately attuned with the higher visions of my soul, but, while here in this tangible world, I will enjoy both heaven and earth. I have found the sweet spot, living this childlike soul of mine. I get to love my world, being here in all this sensual beauty, I get to enjoy it all — while being in love with the formless Light that is behind it all. Balanced between form and formless I live a fearless freedom.  That’s divine, that’s heaven on earth. Going rogue, that’s how I found this golden point in my heart. Here, in between, I am connected to both the sensual world of form and the holy...

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Strawberry Night

Posted by on Jun 10, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 2 comments

Strawberry Night

  I am living in the cosmic paradise of God’s sweet bountiful beauty. I am the light and the laughter of the strawberry moon glowing her reflections upon the dark blue mirrored lake’s deep silence. I am this love’s eternal infinite water of eternity and mystery. Golden green eyes, sparkling eyes, besot by the red glitter dancing in the night sky. Who could ever, ever, doubt the existence of God? It’s much too near and much too real to doubt It. God is the living magic behind this whole entire world of mine. God lives the very light in my eyes, God sees what I see — and there is no other seeing I can ever be. My entire being is touched by the divine. Nothing, nothing is outside of this living light that tells me I am free. There is no other life I can be, but this living God that is the unbound, shimmering starlight of me...

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That’s The Magic

Posted by on Jun 8, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 6 comments

That’s The Magic

This wonderful adventure of life, how dear it has all become. It’s full of sweet surprises. The magic is divine. The love pours over me.  All I can say is that I have found Something that floats me. Keeping me in a repose that is steady, easy – while always in movement. The motion is the balance. It holds me lightly, gently swaying me in the holy currents. It moves and I move with it. This heart of mine, this living mystery of me and it is alive to this experience of a world of time and matter. This life of me, it is living, touching, moving me in this sweet mystery of an unseen love that is being all that is and all that I am. It is freedom and peace. It is a deep love that is not dependent on how the world appears. This love is more like an eternal fountain of pristine waters, clear and bubbling up and out, through my heart and into this world. I’ve realized that the world out there is a reflection of me, a reflection of these deep waters, this infinite love that flows and lifts me. This ever so slightly lifted view reveals a magical fairyland of twinkling light and effervescent joy of exquisite beauty. I am in love, with love, and as love. I am moving a nano-second ahead of the old time frame I was in. A minuscule slip of a moment in time changed my world entirely. It opened me, took me, swept me up and I saw my world is the beauty my own heart, my soul, this living, pure light of my very being. Listen, you know, we all have this pure light, it’s really all that is, the only thing that we really are. But, the discovery, maybe it takes life times, I don’t know. It is, I think, a little by little sort of thing. It comes to us when we are sincere, pure, exposing the innocent heart, unafraid of this life. It comes. When you find it, you just let go and let it take you. Like being in love, you fall in, can’t resist – and that’s the magic. I didn’t make it happen, I didn’t do this.  I just let life do what it wants with me and I love my way through it all.  So, maybe that’s it, maybe it just happens – love finds us. I am here, alive and so I live and trust this feeling that comes and takes me. Letting this beauty in, is like making love, letting go in the arms of my lover. Like a slow dance, holding close, swaying to the music, moved by his motion. In that moment of love, you see that the light in your soul is the very world you walk through. The two become one. The love you feel inside reflects outside, all around you. Everything is bright and beautiful. In love, you open your heart, you don’t hold back, fearless you let that light shine and shine bright – you look out and about and you see your whole world is shining with the same living love you are. The world and you are one. Ahhhh, sweet peace, sweet life, sweet relief – It holds me...

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Pink Marshmallow Cookies

Posted by on Jun 3, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 1 comment

Pink Marshmallow Cookies

In the summer, as very young girls, my friend Julie and I would spend our days at China Cove. It was named China Cove because on the beach there was a lovely rose-colored Chinese house. The China House is gone now. Demolished. Julie’s mother would pack us a picnic lunch and she always included those big pink marshmallowy cookies for us. There were no waves at this beach. It was like a secret spot because it was facing the inside of the bay. Secluded and quite private, it was a perfect beach for tiny children. We’d play in the water for hours, floating on our rafts, laughing and giggling, making up games, singing and telling stories. The day was so full of joy doing nothing, accomplishing nothing, getting nowhere, drifting, splashing in the salty water, feeling the warm sunshine. Well, much to my surprise these years later that little girl of those days has returned to me. She is here in my heart once again. I am astounded by this. But I know I am blessed by this too. Yes, I am that child again. And I am free, drifting, playing, laughing, making up games and singing my heart’s unbridled joy. The Child, the one who sits so close to Life, she has returned to me. She brings me the sweetest delights, she brings me this magic that lives in the simplicity of real untamed Love. I am free and fearless and alive to this whole sea of wonder and beauty that holds me now. She takes my hand and she watches over me, she knows exactly how to navigate this world for me. I listen to her and she shows me the way. She is connected to Something Wonderful that is beyond me, beyond time. She brings me unexpected surprises too– surprises even sweeter than those big pink marshmallow...

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Including Everything

Posted by on May 22, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 0 comments

Including Everything

This Light of Love, this Life we are, this Awareness I am includes every person, place and thing constituting the tangible universe. We leap into the Truth and we live it. We are Love. We live as Love. We live this Light of solitary awareness — In living it, we find our experiences of our world to be rich and full and never lonely. We are on the joyous adventure of living beauty. We are never without Love. We are never without the ones we love.  Here, in this knowing of our Self, we find this sense of peace and wholeness underpinning and holding us. Here, in this place, as the Child of Light, pure and free, here is the divine equilibrium, steady and true. It is our Father’s good pleasure to give us the Kingdom. Here, in this Light of our very own Self, we discover that nothing is missing in our life. After all, does not consciousness include everything within itself? Everything—from the least little chickadee chirping in the morning light, playing on the branches of the orange tree – to every star in every galaxy that exists — from every sound that has ever been heard to every face that has ever been glimpsed. Does it not? It does, yes It does. It is true. This Life, this awareness-being-you is Love and is Self-satisfied and knows nothing of loneliness. All of it, everything we ever knew and loved, husband, family, home, whatever and whoever we have loved appeared as images within awareness. And Lord knows, this Awareness did not put the images there, nor is Awareness responsible for them. Who did? Who does? Reality, God, Isness, The ineffable One, The Single, The Only, The unbound, unlimited All. We are It’s living proof. My dear one, my dearest love. This Always was – and Always will of be of our Self-knowing Light. And what are images? That which God knows God to be—the infinite qualities and attributes of Deity. Isn’t that the most wonderful thing? Isn’t that Love? Yes, yes it is. This is my sweet peace of Life, this Living Love that Is the heart and soul of all that I am. This is true. This is my indissoluble joyful...

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High Adventure

Posted by on May 16, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 0 comments

High Adventure

I have fallen in love with this wind blown, wild flower beauty of my soul.  To my surprise, I have found the living heart of wholeness. It is me. It is who I am. I am the fearless explorer roaming through the world. My world has become a shimmering meadow of heaven on earth. Heart and soul comes alive in the light of this Child I am. My life, my love, we wander this world, filled with all that heaven is.  This path I found, it leads straight through my heart and takes me into the fields of freedom. It leads me into the fullness of myself. I am my very own delight as this world itself. I am living the exquisite expanse of the divine. This glory of the universe, moving, I move with it. It carries me and I go along. Tao of my heart, I see it all, as I live it’s profound mystery, it’s ever embracing, ever allowing, love. This richness of my own soul includes you, your heart, every heart, the endless star filled sky, every song, every tear and every smile – all of it.  I am the fullness of Life in all its everlasting, perfect simplicity. In this Light, I realize my own, solitary, steadfast beauty. I am playing in the wonder of Life’s marvelous, ongoing love – and love’s unfolding joyful adventures. Looking into the night sky, the boundless knowing of my entire universe illumines and lights my soul. This is the eternity of me.  Oh my love, how sweet my peace, to know the totality and reality of the very being of you and me. There is nowhere else to be. I am here. Standing barefoot in the wet sand, I breathe in the moist ocean air and watch the waves crash on shore. In the fullness of this holy wonder I know that I am the completeness of myself. I am all of it – it is all of me – all mine.  My joy lets me free. How much more in love can I be? No more than this. I hear the primal, rhythmic, sound of waves breaking, as I am watching the white-water glowing, nearly fluorescent, in the moonlight. Love is unbound and set free. Walking back to the campfire, the flames spark and snap, flickering in harmony with the light of thousand years, that fills my eyes. Shadows cast by the fire, dance upon the deep blue of the night. I am safe and warm in my lovers arms. The Pleiades sing their celestial song of love.  So dear, so close, so real. I am held by this genuine love that moves my world.  Its proof is the very living of this wholeness that fills my life. This is love, this is the love I am.  This.  There is no doubt. It proves itself to me. This knowing allows me to be brave, allows me to let go and recognize the vibrant joy of this Child of light and wisdom within me. She takes my hand. I am free. This immutable self of myself shows me the way. From this center of luminescence comes a vital enthusiasm for this fascinating marvel of being. It all makes me smile and I hear the laughter of God right here in...

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Until the Twelfth of Never

Posted by on May 3, 2017 in Sandy's blog posts | 3 comments

Until the Twelfth of Never

Until the twelfth of never — and that’s a long, long, time. Such is love and children and sunshine and divine Omniscience.  What a great word that is. Think of it; divine Omni-science  – That’s It. That’s what Life is. That’s sweet and easy. We live as the ongoing bounty of endless love. Nice. There is not, was not, nor will there ever be, such a time that we are not this. Holy wonder-world of being. This world is only the tangible half of Omniscience.  This tangible world of form, is Omniscience, Totality, pointing out and identifying its other half; the unseen timeless, ever present, ever lasting, other half of Omniscience. Eternal, timeless, formless, has no way to appear in form to Itself except as a sequence of tangible, felt, seen, lived, known events. It is our great pleasure to be It’s Self-knowing experience. Experienced as this sequence appearing as a linear, ongoing, unfolding, progressive order and time — Life as form, moving in one apparent direction. The Child heart of us knows these things in a very intuitive way. The Child knows by way of being balanced between both time and timelessness.  We don’t need it all explained, we feel it, know it, like music, like a love song, like love, we know when we know — and yet, these new ideas comprehended, are exactly what the physical sciences are becoming aware of.  When they realize they are exploring their own divine Selfhood,  their own Identity – that shall be a day of sweet hallelujahs.   Knowing the Light of our Identity, we realize that this world is not something to be feared, altered, overcome in arrogant pomposity trying to change everything.  No, now we have found that, as Lao Tse said, “The world is already a perfect vessel and whoever tries to improve it, spoils it.”  Yes. The universe is within consciousness, and it is perfect as it is. The Child heart of us knows the wonder and beauty of this experience. We understand and appreciate this world. It is to be lived to the fullest. Love is the action and way of living in this new light of genuine Self discovery.  We discover that this Living Omniscience is all that we are. We are the living of Infinite Identity.  By living this new light, I am rewarded with more new light. That rocks my gypsy soul. To find and live our grand and holy Infinity that is being all that I am, all that you are, including all of everything, all the images, tangible or intangible –  this is love, this is truth, this is freedom. We find This and then we watch the magic happen. I know why they say God is Love. Oh yes I do. We are given the freedom and Joy of being who we are. We can accept it any time we like. Now we live again. We are fearlessly embracing our whole world.  Now we fall in love again, tenderly, totally, here, in love with my world, in love with you. Because this love fills my soul and lifts my heart and brings me the riches of knowing my own heart.  To know the magic –  oh yes – and all these sublime wonders of my universe entire; to know you, the...

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